Isaac Newton, uno de los científicos más importantes de todos los tiempos era milenarista, y planteaba que el fin del mundo sucedería en el año 2000, ¿Cómo pensar que algo es absurdo para unos u otros?, desde esa perspectiva se puede invitar a la persona a plantear, y plantear. Imaginar y razonar teorías descabelladas para el resto podría resultar apenas inofensivo. A Newton no se le recuerda por una teoría fallida.
Yo te echaba de menos, no sabía nada de ti desde unos meses atrás, igual que en aquel famoso crimen, y me preguntaba la manera en que la vida jugaba todo este tiempo con tu existencia y tus planes. Esto es lo que sucede a un nivel muy íntimo al ver caer una teoría en la que había sido puesta un poco de fe; un testimonio de la fragilidad de un ser humano, y su angustia existencial al enfrentarse a un abismo.
Según mis conclusiones, había tanta luz entre nosotros, que perdernos para siempre de manera racional sería un acto ruin. Mi anhelo era mirarte a los ojos y recordar que eras bueno, o no tan malo, generoso, paciente, leal. Sentía en ocasiones que esto era algo difícil para mí, para ti, pero si eso es dificultad, ¿Qué decimos de la vida de un campesino en la edad media?, de cualquier manera, lo cierto es que esto siempre pudo terminar tremendamente mal.
No quiero parecer conservadora, pero al verte venir, te abrí apenas para saludar, y sin darme cuenta te permití recuperarme, te recuperé yo a ti. Por apenas unos instantes sé que quisimos hacerlo, sé que fue mutuo; me supiste a gloria, pero es que la gloria era más bien como ganar algo sin lealtad ni honradez, ganar con los soldados de otros, y recuerdo bien que para Maquiavelo aquello no tiene gracia, al igual que la extraordinaria suerte, y para ese momento, no tenía ya nada que hacer, nada además de olvidar. Hay pasados inolvidables, y caminos irreconstruíbles.
Entonces sentí pena por ti, y nuevamente, te dejé, aunque la luz de la casa se apagase un poquito. Empecé a lamentarme por lo que te esperaba, te asesiné con cálculo y frialdad una sola vez en mis pensamientos. Me fui tan fácil de nosotros, como si no me importase, pero sí que lo estaba sintiendo; pasó que esto no me había pasado nunca, que solo me pasó contigo.
Aunque no haya una bestia, sangre, guerras nucleares, terremotos, brujas o se sequen los mares, aún sin disparos y gigantes, nuestro final puede siempre estar a la vuelta de la esquina, y yo lo estoy sintiendo ahora, lo siento por ti, que seguirás viviendo la lealtad sin mi, que seguirás sin ganas, y que no experimentarás acompañado de estas manos una madrugada en Denny´s, ni verás llover conmigo, ni nos besaremos al cocinar y en el sofá. Lamento que nunca jamás tendremos un jardín. Tú te perderás el amor de mis amigos en las fiestas de cumpleaños, y lo guapa que me pondría para que salgamos a cenar.
En mi teoría teníamos éxito, y serías feliz, y ahora en ella serás tú quien vuelve a sentir que su valor es una maleta medio llena, aunque en esta cabeza buena eso jamás fue una verdad, y de haber sido así, tampoco era relevante. Mi vida ya está llena de gente que compra compañía y favores con dinero, pero tú eras de otro saco.
Contarte que parecías como la vida que nace, un niño que llega al mundo gritando, con fuerza, con manos suaves. Un niño amoroso, que siembra en otros unos sueños y unos planes, planes como los de quererte y cuidarte. Parecías tantas cosas locas para llevarte a vivir, que no ocurren ni en los libros de Terry Pratchet, pero yo tampoco seré recordada por una teoría que se me cayó.
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